Howls, White Noise, or What You Feel
Last updated 2026-05-24
Howls, White Noise, or What You Feel is a sub-mission of Trailblaze Mission If We Spoke in Laughter in the chapter So Laughed the Masses.
Steps
- Who's crying?
- Who's knocking?
- Try to find out more about Fulwish (?)
Dialogue
Who's crying?
Mission DescriptionTears of sorrow are comets.
The Secret to Happiness
- Sequence 04A high-school-aged Fulwish wept bitterly over her murdered parents. A knocking sound came from outside the room, and a courier delivered a package to Fulwish.
- (Approach Fulwish)
- ???: ...Mom, Dad... everyone's gone...
- ???: Why... why am I still alive?
- Sparxie: Are you... Fulwish?
- Fulwish (?): Who? Who's out there?
- Courier: Fulwish, there's a delivery for you!
Who's knocking?
- Step DescriptionNot every comet returns
to grace the night sky. The Secret to Happiness
- Sequence 05Fulwish opened the package to find a mask inside, along with a note: "Welcome to World's End. By the way, the way you cried on TV was truly pathetic." Fulwish broke down emotionally.
- Fulwish (?): This is... Who's this from? I didn't buy anything...
- Fulwish (?): Is this... a mask? There's a piece of paper inside, too... What does it say?
- Fulwish (?): "To the survivor: Welcome to the 'World's End'"
- Fulwish (?): "Oh, right. The way you cried on TV... was truly hilarious."
- Fulwish (?): Who... who are you!? Why... why are you doing this to me!? What did I do wrong!? Answer me... Answer me!
- Fulwish (?): I don't get it. All of this... Just what is so funny about all of this!?
- Sparxie: ...What the heck? That's the day she received an invitation to the tavern.
- Sparxie: I really don't know which utter degenerate from the tavern sent her such a cruel joke. Even someone as stone-hearted as me can barely stand to watch.
- Sparxie: Wait, these hallucinations... exactly what part of them is supposed to be "happy"?
Try to find out more about Fulwish (?)
- Step DescriptionHypothesis: "Happiness" exists.
Because "Happiness" is beyond reach,
it is an illusion, a mirage, a phantom.
Therefore, we must imagine...
That "I" am "Happy." The Secret to Happiness
- Sequence 06Fulwish sensed Sparxie entering the room, claiming to understand her deepest desires and attempting to control Sparxie with "Happiness Syntax." With a burst of laughter, Sparxie broke free from the control and engaged Fulwish in combat.
- (Approach Fulwish)
- Fulwish (?): How did you... get in?
- Fulwish (?): Never mind, that's not important. Welcome.
- Fulwish (?): Don't be afraid. Relax. You're that streamer who caused a scene at Graphia Academy, right?
- Sparxie: Whoa-ho! Even a media mogul like you recognizes me?
- Fulwish (?): The first battle between Supplicants made your name known to all. I can hear the desire in your heart, Miss Sparxie.
- Sparxie: You can hear... my desire?
- Fulwish (?): You charged in here seeking answers, didn't you? To mercilessly tear the mask off another Masked Fool, see what cards she's holding.
- Fulwish (?): You'll get your wish.
- Fulwish (?): Just like you, I obtained my own Mask through a twist of fate.
- Fulwish (?): But unlike most of you, I don't even want to touch it. So, I'm not like you, with all your miraculous powers.
- Fulwish (?): I possess only one trivial little talent: I can hear the happiness you desire most, deep within your hearts.
- Sparxie: Happiness? My days are filled with happiness. But what about you? Are you alright? I saw what you've been through... You have my sympathy.
- Fulwish (?): Sympathy, yes. Dr. Zhongshan called it the "Happiness Syntax." She mistook it for some kind of... disease. But I say, no, this is the blessing of the Elation.
- Fulwish (?): Precisely because my past was so agonizing... the divine allowed me to hear the happiness deep in everyone's hearts, as a form of consolation.
- Fulwish (?): I can smell the pulsating desire within your heart. Like sweet honey dripping from a comb, it travels along your nerves, dissolving into a syrupy, sticky sweetness.
- Sparxie: Tsk-tsk! No surprise there! After all, I'm just a sweet girl whose sugar content is totally off the charts!
- Sparxie: But Miss Connoisseur, merely savoring the scent isn't enough. Are you planning to... taste it for yourself?
- Fulwish (?): As you wish. Let us start tasting from the first bite...
- Fulwish (?): "Recognition." Deep within your heart, you desire everyone's gaze to be filled with adoration.
- Fulwish (?): The secret you use to seduce the audience is the very same thing you crave yourself, isn't it?
- Sparxie: ...Correct.
- Fulwish (?): Next... comes "Victory." The first Supplicant battle was merely a minor setback. Without a doubt, once the Mask is back in your hands, you will conquer the entire Phantasmoon Games with ease!
- Sparxie: Heh... Hahaha. That's it! That's exactly how it should be!
- Fulwish (?): The Laughter will appear in person to crown you... crown you for eternity. THEY will weep and beg you to become the brand-new Aeon of Elation.
- Fulwish (?): And the end of all this is eternal "Fulfillment."
- Sparxie: It's so... quiet...
- Fulwish (?): All that revelry is nothing but hollow noise... meant to fill the void before reaching this ultimate "Fulfillment."
- Fulwish (?): Come here, newborn god. Behold this world that belongs to you. It lies at your feet, submissive, humble, within your grasp. Jump down...
- Fulwish (?): Throw yourself at it, embrace it. This paradise will become one with you, leaving no distinction between you.
- Sparxie: ...Heh... Haha... Hahahaha! So, this is Happiness... Syntax!
- Sparxie: Interesting! You're quite the illusionist, making this dream feel so real!
- Fulwish (?): To think you could resist this perfect desire... What a contradictory girl. You make me feel both pity and curiosity.
- Sparxie: Haha, perfect? You've got it wrong. No matter how beautiful your illusion is, it can't change its essence. Once happiness is within easy reach, it becomes as bland as a cup of plain water!
- Sparxie: In our line of work, who hasn't tasted the true zest of life only after long torture?
- Sparxie: Satisfaction? Listen to me, you phony Fool who can't even face your own mask—
- Sparxie: What we Masked Fools do best... is distill pain into the strongest wine, and spin despair into the maddest joke!
- Sparxie: Thanks for the "sugar water." It tastes pretty bland!
- Fulwish: Since you refuse the sweet happiness I've offered, I have no choice but to... insist you drink the bitter wine of punishment.
- Sparxie: How about this, Miss Connoisseur? Why don't you have a taste of my spirits?
- Sparxie: Welcome to the livestream! Planarcadia: Happiness Syntax — Honkai Chapter, starts now!
- Sparxie: Too bad. Zero viewers.
- (Begin battle against
Magical Girl Troupe ×2, 
Aggressive Reading Material ×2;
- Sequence 07After the battle, a bizarre emoti appeared behind Sparxie, claiming she broke its toys. Sparxie interrogated it about the mastermind's identity, then fled the scene alongside Sparkle.
- Sparxie: Not exactly tough, just overwhelming in sheer volume... Honestly, it's enough to exhaust even a fool.
- Sparxie: Suffering all this, just for a mask... Definitely not a good trade.
- Peculiar Emoti: Tiny little ▀█▀ Fool ▄█▀ why did ▀▄ you ▀▄█▀ break my ▄█▀ toy?
- Sparxie: Oho, not even pretending anymore, huh? I should've known. Fulwish was only ever a puppet placed in the spotlight.
- Sparxie: So tell me, puppeteer in the shadows... what are you supposed to be?
- Peculiar Emoti: Sh-█▀▄█▀ ush!
- Sparxie: I know this one...
- Sparxie: "Shush" is... the name of the robot on the Express.
- Sparxie: I'm begging you... Leaving another version of yourself to suffer while you hide on the sidelines having a laugh? That's just low—
- Sparkle: Look at you! Nice going. We've really poked a massive hornet's nest this time. Let's fight our way out together!
Trivia
- The name of this mission is a reference to Allen Ginsberg's poem "Howl" and Don DeLillo's novel White Noise.
Other Languages
| Language | Official Name |
|---|---|
| English | Howls, White Noise, or What You Feel |
| Chinese (Simplified) | 嚎叫、白噪音，或个人的体验 |
| Chinese (Traditional) | 嚎叫、白噪音，或個人的體驗 |
| Japanese | 遠吠え、ホワイトノイズ、あるいは個人の体験 |
| Korean | 울부짖음, 백색소음, 혹은 개인적인 체험 |
| Spanish | Aullidos, ruido blanco o experiencia personal |
| French | Hurlement, bruit blanc ou ressenti |
| Russian | Крик, белый шум или собственные ощущения |
| Thai | เสียงกรีดร้อง เสียงรบกวน หรือประสบการณ์ส่วนตัว |
| Vietnamese | Tiếng Hú, Tiếng Ồn Trắng, Hoặc Trải Nghiệm Cá Nhân |
| German | Heulen, weißes Rauschen oder was du fühlst |
| Indonesian | Lolongan, Derau Putih, atau Pengalaman Pribadi |
| Portuguese | Uivos, Ruído Branco ou o Que Você Sente |
Change History
Released in Version 4.2
